Sunday, November 30, 2008

a thankyou that will never be enough and my next step..

I am planning a little ceremony to celebrate the past month. .....A month that I cannot find the words to describe. Wonderful? yes. amazing? yes. healing? yes.. but words will never be enough to describe my journey or the friendships that I have made. Nor will words ever be enough to say thankyou to Jamie.

Jamie is an angel, she has plucked me from a sea of anger, confusion and self pity by organising this Soul Coaching journey. I will be forever grateful. big hugs and much bliss to you Jamie.

Yesterday, I needed to be by myself for a little while.. so I got up bright and early and went into my garden. I weeded and I pondered. And I felt a peace that I have never felt before... after a little while - I asked Joe if we could go for a ride.. I needed to get into a Zen space.. and the back of the bike is one place that I can be completely by on my own. So we rode for awhile and I started to smile..and I started to cry because this peace & love that I am feeling comes from gratitude... gratitude for the little boy sitting next to his dad in the Fire Truck.. looking so excited. Gratitude for the butterfly that flitted past my face as we rode along... gratitude that I am alive, happy and at peace and gratitude that I have finally found JOY.
bless you all for supporting and encouraging me. I am back at my everday blog Inglewood.. and The Enchanted Forest is open for the month of December.. please come by for a visit... the link in on the side bar here...